I don't hate school. I don't hate studying. I hate wanting to want to study with my heart, and my brain wanting to do anything But be in the mood to study. Does that make sense? It does and it doesn't to me as well.
But I love physics. Being alive doesn't make any sense to me. everything about it, if you stop to think about it, is absurdly bizzare. But physics can at least quantify, at least a tiny portion of what you experience.